My Dearest Adrian,
How the hell do I type a whole chat n it disappeared like the hell?????????????????????
It just dint save n now am retyping...it wount be the same aaargh
So they say imma diva???*rolls eyes* who are they again???
Right we dont give a hoooot!Haha love how you say that *h5*
Who do I think I am?
Are you on cheap asprins?
Why would you ask me this???You are to tell me who I am....n hey hey..no am not scared...Im not ready to fight, not that I cant but...its lunch time n am retyping n your nags are not helping!!*flexing muscels*
Word, we have a stalker....can you imagine he is stalking our chats??I know we said our chats are privaten FYI am not on his side just that he has a Doris somewhere who never responds to his letters...sad story n he keeps on, you should check him out...
Wait, you are on his side???
Who are you again???hold up thought we were over this gay suspecions???
Hahah gotcha...ok dear doris get the hell outta our space coz now we fighting....shoo
So now, that was your way of guilty-tripping me???
I'm one of those girls who thinks neck should be spelt as 'nake' I mean why not?N many other terms I cant get into now...
Dont worry me n her Majesty have never met!
I'm one of those girls who tickles her nini to squeez out the tiny drop of urine you know when..
Haha why is your eyebrow raised?Ofcourse you wouldnt know coz you dont have a nini...into which we need to get a name for him..proposing 'nani'
Why you laughing??Ok side bar on this..
Where were we?*scrolling up* oh when you are in a hurry...yeah
Im one of those girls who google lyrics..like viva la vida my goshness!
Im one of those girls whose tears are on strike permanently coz of the living conditions at the buds...they are more than ready to run all the time be it when am watching a movie, deep books, music bla bla bla...
Dont even think about it *Nora Walker's voice*
Im one of those girls who write lines from movies, books, blogs or anything in a notebook and completely forget about them the minute a dot seals the marriage...dumb huh?
Im one of those girls who eat dropped food...
Haaaaaaa, now u eeewwwwing me???
Especially the ones I've dropped...lookatchu analyzing how frequent 'especially' is..
Adrian you are so cute..
Im one of those girls who like having quality time with themselves in bed..
Well...what?..ati am psycho?
Adrian pliz, its not like you've never...
If you know where n how it tickles..why not do it yourself?
Im one of those girls who must fit in...always know wssup. Can you believe I've never watched Big Brother (any) n BBA, Iwaited for guys to tweet then I tweet like I watched...sic ...I know but there is a way. Even songs, books, movies, series...just just
Sidebar two on movies *get ready to piss in your pants*
Im one of those girls who have a FANTASTIC taste of music..
Heeee...wait there before you roll your calling eyes...I will defend myself on this..
So I pretend to like what the so called 'with it' like n only know in fact after they yupp about it...TRUE
At the end of it, Im the one who chooses what to brag about from the songs that make hits...so really its what I choose thus my taste...needless to say I've gotten lots of accolades...
Ok now I dont what am saying...some freak is calling me ati its urgent..
What could be so urgent and Obama is still alive??
N guess what *lindsay lohan's voice* he wants a fucking cig?????*awkward silence, breath in the fire n let it pass*
Im one of those girls who make shapes of with her lower lip using her fingers...totally gets me dazed and zoned out...
What now???why you laughing??
Im logging out if you'll go on...you asked for this...rem???
Ati why am saying im one of those girls??
si coz am hoping am not the only one trying to find myself....
Arrrgh seriously will you stop laughing????
Ok, whatever flies your kite....Im logging out..*pressess button*
p.s someone just told me...smoking is a personal dialogue with yourself...Im one of those girls...the only thing I hate about this girl group :-P
S.N
Saturday 30 July 2011
Thursday 28 July 2011
GIVE ME A F****** BREAK!
My Dearest Adrian,
Babe am so happy we are now ok!You don't know how much I've been longing for this chat.How are you?Have you eaten???Got so much to tell you n it starts with my title....I need these guys to give me a break!
I'm restraining from calling them suckers coz I do give guys a chance you know...especially new guys in my fake life.Why are you laughing????lol, I told you, its only you who gets to know me...not even myself, n remember always to hold your end of the deal :to tell me who I am...
So now, I switched jobs...like still new this new place n its a whole different shit I do here...actually learning.I've never set my small puffed eyes on this things n its getting a tad hectic...not that am slow, I mean I learnt how to blog on my phone *blonde moment* oh which explains why I don't have titles on my chats...*scratching chin* but am yet to know...
So now these guys are being mean to me...they expect me to be like them my love!Why can't they be like you??????
Too much negativity n judging going around.They ganged up to say am difficult, n not pro active and sat down blubbering about how I should be given a warning letter *swallows saliva*
WHY?
Coz I came back from lunch late!Remember how the Rangers kuku n chips got me broke?...stop giggling...well had to go to the bank,...no no Adrian I don't own an ATM coz I'd make women at massai market rich by the day...its just how I train myself. Clever huh?Now stop giving me the aaawwe look if you want me to finish this.
I understand them, but really to gang up at an innocent soul like me?The worst is some dude I thought is my friend there joined the bandwagon...by the way, I did not say am not difficult..true but haven't shown it to any of them n they had no reason of awakening my demons!
Pro active???Maybe not, but coz am learning n gusta ask almost everything...so what the fudge baby???
Do you get my drift??Its totally unfair.
There is the lifeistwannabe (honestly I don't know the spelling n left my dic..or its not an English word? *shrug*) who thinks using expensive foundation makes her rich n calm her I'm-living-my-dream-job nerves, she can't let the hairs on my ass rise! She is those double standards chics who pretend to like you n work as a team just coz the boss is blinking her lashes towards her. She is mean...cold hurted...for what's worth I hate her cologne! *puke* smells like a mwalalo!
Still, I'm giving her a chance...
Ok wait...lunch is being served...gimme a few mins my love...
Heeeeey I missed chicken Adrian, while I was busy chatting with you!ION just so you know chicken calms me incase planning to Kenchic me...not that you canlt afford galitos lol.
So where were we...oh now to the flabby smoker...she is a temp but noooo, treating me like a leper.She throws things at me, n not ashamed to call me a P.A...yes love such people exist...but I blame the ghetto she comes from...eeh wait aint against ghetto-ians, but what the hood does to you, who it makes you be whicch is a choice...that she chose before she was farted outta her mom's nini!
Still...I give her a puff *fights craving now*
Then miss my-hips-don't-lie-that-am-shapeless, she appears calm but is a silent bitch.She likes gossip,wonder what shed do if she directed Gossip Girl,,,,waah si wed know who 'Gossip Girl' is by scene one!
Still, I exchange a few mother tongue terms with her...
The rest I will tell you as we progress...for now hocus pocus witches will do...
Did you notice they are mamaz?Yes, that's why I hate chics, n why love boys...less drama!N you my love is the best...
I think, I'll move from the project to ana one, the one I was actually coming for n wanted for so long...you happy for me...ok garra go
Just had a nice talk with some lady...I think we need to talk about her someday, she has life!!
Weee ebu late me go...hocus pocus on my nake...
Yaaay I know how I missed my titles...*doing the rain dance*
S.N
Babe am so happy we are now ok!You don't know how much I've been longing for this chat.How are you?Have you eaten???Got so much to tell you n it starts with my title....I need these guys to give me a break!
I'm restraining from calling them suckers coz I do give guys a chance you know...especially new guys in my fake life.Why are you laughing????lol, I told you, its only you who gets to know me...not even myself, n remember always to hold your end of the deal :to tell me who I am...
So now, I switched jobs...like still new this new place n its a whole different shit I do here...actually learning.I've never set my small puffed eyes on this things n its getting a tad hectic...not that am slow, I mean I learnt how to blog on my phone *blonde moment* oh which explains why I don't have titles on my chats...*scratching chin* but am yet to know...
So now these guys are being mean to me...they expect me to be like them my love!Why can't they be like you??????
Too much negativity n judging going around.They ganged up to say am difficult, n not pro active and sat down blubbering about how I should be given a warning letter *swallows saliva*
WHY?
Coz I came back from lunch late!Remember how the Rangers kuku n chips got me broke?...stop giggling...well had to go to the bank,...no no Adrian I don't own an ATM coz I'd make women at massai market rich by the day...its just how I train myself. Clever huh?Now stop giving me the aaawwe look if you want me to finish this.
I understand them, but really to gang up at an innocent soul like me?The worst is some dude I thought is my friend there joined the bandwagon...by the way, I did not say am not difficult..true but haven't shown it to any of them n they had no reason of awakening my demons!
Pro active???Maybe not, but coz am learning n gusta ask almost everything...so what the fudge baby???
Do you get my drift??Its totally unfair.
There is the lifeistwannabe (honestly I don't know the spelling n left my dic..or its not an English word? *shrug*) who thinks using expensive foundation makes her rich n calm her I'm-living-my-dream-job nerves, she can't let the hairs on my ass rise! She is those double standards chics who pretend to like you n work as a team just coz the boss is blinking her lashes towards her. She is mean...cold hurted...for what's worth I hate her cologne! *puke* smells like a mwalalo!
Still, I'm giving her a chance...
Ok wait...lunch is being served...gimme a few mins my love...
Heeeeey I missed chicken Adrian, while I was busy chatting with you!ION just so you know chicken calms me incase planning to Kenchic me...not that you canlt afford galitos lol.
So where were we...oh now to the flabby smoker...she is a temp but noooo, treating me like a leper.She throws things at me, n not ashamed to call me a P.A...yes love such people exist...but I blame the ghetto she comes from...eeh wait aint against ghetto-ians, but what the hood does to you, who it makes you be whicch is a choice...that she chose before she was farted outta her mom's nini!
Still...I give her a puff *fights craving now*
Then miss my-hips-don't-lie-that-am-shapeless, she appears calm but is a silent bitch.She likes gossip,wonder what shed do if she directed Gossip Girl,,,,waah si wed know who 'Gossip Girl' is by scene one!
Still, I exchange a few mother tongue terms with her...
The rest I will tell you as we progress...for now hocus pocus witches will do...
Did you notice they are mamaz?Yes, that's why I hate chics, n why love boys...less drama!N you my love is the best...
I think, I'll move from the project to ana one, the one I was actually coming for n wanted for so long...you happy for me...ok garra go
Just had a nice talk with some lady...I think we need to talk about her someday, she has life!!
Weee ebu late me go...hocus pocus on my nake...
Yaaay I know how I missed my titles...*doing the rain dance*
S.N
GIVE ME A F****** BREAK!
My Dearest Adrian,
Babe am so happy we are now ok!You don't know how much I've been longing for this chat.How are you?Have you eaten???Got so much to tell you n it starts with my title....I need these guys to give me a break!
I'm restraining from calling them suckers coz I do give guys a chance you know...especially new guys in my fake life.Why are you laughing????lol, I told you, its only you who gets to know me...not even myself, n remember always to hold your end of the deal :to tell me who I am...
So now, I switched jobs...like still new this new place n its a whole different shit I do here...actually learning.I've never set my small puffed eyes on this things n its getting a tad hectic...not that am slow, I mean I learnt how to blog on my phone *blonde moment* oh which explains why I don't have titles on my chats...*scratching chin* but am yet to know...
So now these guys are being mean to me...they expect me to be like them my love!Why can't they be like you??????
Too much negativity n judging going around.They ganged up to say am difficult, n not pro active and sat down blubbering about how I should be given a warning letter *swallows saliva*
WHY?
Coz I came back from lunch late!Remember how the Rangers kuku n chips got me broke?...stop giggling...well had to go to the back,...no no Adrian I don't own an ATM coz I'd make women at massai market rich by the day...its just how I train myself. Clever huh?Now stop giving me the aaawwe look if you want me to finish this.
I understand them, but really to gang up at an innocent soul like me?The worst is some dude I thought is my friend there joined the bandwagon...by the way, I did not say am not difficult..true but haven't shown it to any of them n they had no reason of awakening my demons!
Pro active???Maybe not, but coz am learning n gusta ask almost everything...so what the fudge baby???
Do you get my drift??Its totally unfair.
There is the lifeistwannabe (honestly I don't know the spelling n left my dic..or its not an English word? *shrug*) who thinks using expensive foundation makes her rich n calm her I'm-living-my-dream-job nerves, she can't let the hairs on my ass rise! She is those double standards chics who pretend to like you n work as a team just coz the boss is blinking her lashes towards her. She is mean...cold hurted...for what's worth I hate her cologne! *puke* smells like a mwalalo!
Still, I'm giving her a chance...
Ok wait...lunch is being served...gimme a few mins my love...
Heeeeey I missed chicken Adrian, while I was busy chatting with you!ION just so you know chicken calms me incase planning to Kenchic me...not that you canlt afford galitos lol.
So where were we...oh now to the flabby smoker...she is a temp but noooo, treating me like a leper.She throws things at me, n not ashamed to call me a P.A...yes love such people exist...but I blame the ghetto she comes from...eeh wait aint against ghetto-ians, but what the hood does to you, who it makes you be whicch is a choice...that she chose before she was farted outta her mom's nini!
Still...I give her a puff *fights craving now*
Then miss my-hips-don't-lie-that-am-shapeless, she appears calm but is a silent bitch.She likes gossip,wonder what shed do if she directed Gossip Girl,,,,waah si wed know who 'Gossip Girl' is by scene one!
Still, I exchange a few mother tongue terms with her...
The rest I will tell you as we progress...for now hocus pocus witches will do...
Did you notice they are mamaz?Yes, that's why I hate chics, n why love boys...less drama!N you my love is the best...
I think, I'll move from the project to ana one, the one I was actually coming for n wanted for so long...you happy for me...ok garra go
Just had a nice talk with some lady...I think we need to talk about her someday, she has life!!
Weee ebu late me go...hocus pocus on my nake...
S.N
Babe am so happy we are now ok!You don't know how much I've been longing for this chat.How are you?Have you eaten???Got so much to tell you n it starts with my title....I need these guys to give me a break!
I'm restraining from calling them suckers coz I do give guys a chance you know...especially new guys in my fake life.Why are you laughing????lol, I told you, its only you who gets to know me...not even myself, n remember always to hold your end of the deal :to tell me who I am...
So now, I switched jobs...like still new this new place n its a whole different shit I do here...actually learning.I've never set my small puffed eyes on this things n its getting a tad hectic...not that am slow, I mean I learnt how to blog on my phone *blonde moment* oh which explains why I don't have titles on my chats...*scratching chin* but am yet to know...
So now these guys are being mean to me...they expect me to be like them my love!Why can't they be like you??????
Too much negativity n judging going around.They ganged up to say am difficult, n not pro active and sat down blubbering about how I should be given a warning letter *swallows saliva*
WHY?
Coz I came back from lunch late!Remember how the Rangers kuku n chips got me broke?...stop giggling...well had to go to the back,...no no Adrian I don't own an ATM coz I'd make women at massai market rich by the day...its just how I train myself. Clever huh?Now stop giving me the aaawwe look if you want me to finish this.
I understand them, but really to gang up at an innocent soul like me?The worst is some dude I thought is my friend there joined the bandwagon...by the way, I did not say am not difficult..true but haven't shown it to any of them n they had no reason of awakening my demons!
Pro active???Maybe not, but coz am learning n gusta ask almost everything...so what the fudge baby???
Do you get my drift??Its totally unfair.
There is the lifeistwannabe (honestly I don't know the spelling n left my dic..or its not an English word? *shrug*) who thinks using expensive foundation makes her rich n calm her I'm-living-my-dream-job nerves, she can't let the hairs on my ass rise! She is those double standards chics who pretend to like you n work as a team just coz the boss is blinking her lashes towards her. She is mean...cold hurted...for what's worth I hate her cologne! *puke* smells like a mwalalo!
Still, I'm giving her a chance...
Ok wait...lunch is being served...gimme a few mins my love...
Heeeeey I missed chicken Adrian, while I was busy chatting with you!ION just so you know chicken calms me incase planning to Kenchic me...not that you canlt afford galitos lol.
So where were we...oh now to the flabby smoker...she is a temp but noooo, treating me like a leper.She throws things at me, n not ashamed to call me a P.A...yes love such people exist...but I blame the ghetto she comes from...eeh wait aint against ghetto-ians, but what the hood does to you, who it makes you be whicch is a choice...that she chose before she was farted outta her mom's nini!
Still...I give her a puff *fights craving now*
Then miss my-hips-don't-lie-that-am-shapeless, she appears calm but is a silent bitch.She likes gossip,wonder what shed do if she directed Gossip Girl,,,,waah si wed know who 'Gossip Girl' is by scene one!
Still, I exchange a few mother tongue terms with her...
The rest I will tell you as we progress...for now hocus pocus witches will do...
Did you notice they are mamaz?Yes, that's why I hate chics, n why love boys...less drama!N you my love is the best...
I think, I'll move from the project to ana one, the one I was actually coming for n wanted for so long...you happy for me...ok garra go
Just had a nice talk with some lady...I think we need to talk about her someday, she has life!!
Weee ebu late me go...hocus pocus on my nake...
S.N
Monday 25 July 2011
SMOKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Dearest Adrian,
Waaaaaait, don't log out on me again!I beg of you, jana was one of my worst nights...pliz don't...oh thanks...but eeh 3mins??? Really? I can't tell you all these in 3....
What do you mean I have 2.30 left...oooookey si you just say you want a peck...MWAAAAH...
Ok am buying time coz I don't know how to say this..so smoking mmmh when did I start?
Well, seriously last year after the nini with nani ended....oh snap there you go thinking am an Amy winehouse remnant! It was scary moment...
I was lonely, cold, dull at all time...nothing meant anything, n I found peace in the smoke....*spits smoke*
Yeah, so till now I smoke daily two sticks ...not so bad huh?Dont have to start saving for chemo yet huh? Plus you promise to buy me the wigs I see in Vogue n Cosmo huh????????Ok say something atleast.....
Say it how you don't like black smoked lips.....n I tell you how my sleek n Victoria Secrets lip gloss (that I both stole) from my pals work wonders....
Say how...u can't it...just say it hun...
I want to leave it though...I want to but that's a chat for another day...when you are more calm
What??? Type well Adrian...I can't read what you saying...30 secs?
Aaai my love ok Imagine person we shall never give a name just called me...I did not pick...eish don't do youe eye-thing puuuu!
I'm not confused...just think we are done talking *tom's voice to jerry* Really its a wrap with the games....
Phew...will you promise to absorb my confession today then we can talk tommorrow???
Love you my Adrian...sleep well.Im eating Rangers Chips n Chicken...that got me broke....
Love,
S.N
Waaaaaait, don't log out on me again!I beg of you, jana was one of my worst nights...pliz don't...oh thanks...but eeh 3mins??? Really? I can't tell you all these in 3....
What do you mean I have 2.30 left...oooookey si you just say you want a peck...MWAAAAH...
Ok am buying time coz I don't know how to say this..so smoking mmmh when did I start?
Well, seriously last year after the nini with nani ended....oh snap there you go thinking am an Amy winehouse remnant! It was scary moment...
I was lonely, cold, dull at all time...nothing meant anything, n I found peace in the smoke....*spits smoke*
Yeah, so till now I smoke daily two sticks ...not so bad huh?Dont have to start saving for chemo yet huh? Plus you promise to buy me the wigs I see in Vogue n Cosmo huh????????Ok say something atleast.....
Say it how you don't like black smoked lips.....n I tell you how my sleek n Victoria Secrets lip gloss (that I both stole) from my pals work wonders....
Say how...u can't it...just say it hun...
I want to leave it though...I want to but that's a chat for another day...when you are more calm
What??? Type well Adrian...I can't read what you saying...30 secs?
Aaai my love ok Imagine person we shall never give a name just called me...I did not pick...eish don't do youe eye-thing puuuu!
I'm not confused...just think we are done talking *tom's voice to jerry* Really its a wrap with the games....
Phew...will you promise to absorb my confession today then we can talk tommorrow???
Love you my Adrian...sleep well.Im eating Rangers Chips n Chicken...that got me broke....
Love,
S.N
Sunday 24 July 2011
FIREEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Dearest Adrian,;(
Ok don't panic so much, there is no fire...well literally, but there is a fire...big huge with blue n orange upset flames bringing down every bit of thing around me.Oh snap, am not a morning person...but hey morning (or its noon), did you go to church???
Ok who am I kidding.....my love things are bad...worse....very bad..
Im sorry you've met me when its like this...so jana I told you am going to see Ann*...well I did, sleptover infact then the fire broke out n now my heart is bursting outta my skin *sniff*sob*
Lawd, where do i start...ok Anna is my pal did i just call her Anna?????? *kicks a cat* le sigh*...I met Anne through her bro (person we shall never give a name) .We ...eeeh....aaah....u know...ok cmon Adrian be smart n finish this sentence...don't just sit there n read *insert eminem's voice* I can be rude n controlling at times my love!
So yeah...it ended badly...remind me to tell you how, very sad n remind me to play coldplay's fix you as I tell you! Geez I hope you not thinking am dramatic...I'm fun at times , most of the time..don't give up now coz I can see you SYDH n rolling your cute brown eyes (which is kinda gay).....my love this is the point you slap me with an emoticon n bring me back to this chat...I see I got lots to learn about you too *Blair woldorf smile*
Anyho, Ann is pregnant...her boobs are so cute n big....the bra strap is almost bursting and...ooookay focus...there you go with the eye thing again....wait are you gay?????Oh noooooo, I comand you to never think of it one sec.
The baby daddy is a looooser, drug addict, alcoholic n very unfocussed...did I say none of them is 21 atleast? Oh you figured? Great my love, u smarter than I thought.
She has decided to keep the baby!Its cool, totally agree but am worried, so much.
She is still in school, lets not get into all the motherly rants about what will happen or what she should be worried about...the sex was good...or so she should tell us so its up to her...
Speaking of sex, I almost had sex with person we shall never give a name *jumps off a cliff*
ooooh Im still alive...ok here you go, we hadn't seen each other in months, I banned him from talking to me (promise to tell u wat cut b4 I sleep)
So, in this sad, confusion of Anne nkt, we had to talk...n we did alot n all that time b4 he stuck his tongue down my throat I was doing it for Anne..
He is still a bit cocky (is that the spelling?) funny n emotional. He played my fav India Arie, Fray, Script even Kate Voegele. He told me to sleep next to him instead of upstairs....this is the point you start shouting at me my love aaargh!
Well we did n woke up to serious body language...bubu talk.His lips tasted evry part of my body..his hands embraced evry corner awakening any spark inside me, thanks to rolling his finger was off my nini (si you know wat nini means?), we exchanged amylase till my toungue went dry.
The nipples are sharp n soft...they had missed amylase on them...the only liquid they feel is water you know, the hair at the back of my neck stood tall...the jitters, the sweet chills...my nini was tearing...the thick sticky tears I hate
Adrian!How do you let me tell you tabia mbaya??????Bad boy, pave..wait I check the spelling..ok PERVERT!Dont be like that mmmh!
So now am crying...why coz am stupid, he got off bed, texed his shady chic n told me he's gangsta!
I wount even pull my braids about what this means...ati gangsta...*close your eyes n skip next* screeeeeeeeew you!!
I just wanna kill myself after listening to #my immortal.....hey hey..... hold up..I have moved on!Yes I have so don't think I wont give you a chance...Im crying coz am stupid n he got me again...even after I banned him from myself...
Do you get my drift?He didn't have to do shit (I curse too) n there I was giving him more than he had...he got me Adrian he did...again oh my oh my...just shoot me already.So now am cheap n easy, I disgust myself now...I dont know what to do Adrian n thats why I had to tell you this...dont want secrets between us.Pliz try not to judge me...aaargh *slaps forehead* now you going to judge me...its ok, just don't stop reading my chat...*dries tears*
Ok, lemmi go smoke then....oooh no..... this is not how I wanted you to find out...
Are you mad?
No...wait don't log out yet....
Wait...wait....Adriaaaaaaan......
S.N
Ok don't panic so much, there is no fire...well literally, but there is a fire...big huge with blue n orange upset flames bringing down every bit of thing around me.Oh snap, am not a morning person...but hey morning (or its noon), did you go to church???
Ok who am I kidding.....my love things are bad...worse....very bad..
Im sorry you've met me when its like this...so jana I told you am going to see Ann*...well I did, sleptover infact then the fire broke out n now my heart is bursting outta my skin *sniff*sob*
Lawd, where do i start...ok Anna is my pal did i just call her Anna?????? *kicks a cat* le sigh*...I met Anne through her bro (person we shall never give a name) .We ...eeeh....aaah....u know...ok cmon Adrian be smart n finish this sentence...don't just sit there n read *insert eminem's voice* I can be rude n controlling at times my love!
So yeah...it ended badly...remind me to tell you how, very sad n remind me to play coldplay's fix you as I tell you! Geez I hope you not thinking am dramatic...I'm fun at times , most of the time..don't give up now coz I can see you SYDH n rolling your cute brown eyes (which is kinda gay).....my love this is the point you slap me with an emoticon n bring me back to this chat...I see I got lots to learn about you too *Blair woldorf smile*
Anyho, Ann is pregnant...her boobs are so cute n big....the bra strap is almost bursting and...ooookay focus...there you go with the eye thing again....wait are you gay?????Oh noooooo, I comand you to never think of it one sec.
The baby daddy is a looooser, drug addict, alcoholic n very unfocussed...did I say none of them is 21 atleast? Oh you figured? Great my love, u smarter than I thought.
She has decided to keep the baby!Its cool, totally agree but am worried, so much.
She is still in school, lets not get into all the motherly rants about what will happen or what she should be worried about...the sex was good...or so she should tell us so its up to her...
Speaking of sex, I almost had sex with person we shall never give a name *jumps off a cliff*
ooooh Im still alive...ok here you go, we hadn't seen each other in months, I banned him from talking to me (promise to tell u wat cut b4 I sleep)
So, in this sad, confusion of Anne nkt, we had to talk...n we did alot n all that time b4 he stuck his tongue down my throat I was doing it for Anne..
He is still a bit cocky (is that the spelling?) funny n emotional. He played my fav India Arie, Fray, Script even Kate Voegele. He told me to sleep next to him instead of upstairs....this is the point you start shouting at me my love aaargh!
Well we did n woke up to serious body language...bubu talk.His lips tasted evry part of my body..his hands embraced evry corner awakening any spark inside me, thanks to rolling his finger was off my nini (si you know wat nini means?), we exchanged amylase till my toungue went dry.
The nipples are sharp n soft...they had missed amylase on them...the only liquid they feel is water you know, the hair at the back of my neck stood tall...the jitters, the sweet chills...my nini was tearing...the thick sticky tears I hate
Adrian!How do you let me tell you tabia mbaya??????Bad boy, pave..wait I check the spelling..ok PERVERT!Dont be like that mmmh!
So now am crying...why coz am stupid, he got off bed, texed his shady chic n told me he's gangsta!
I wount even pull my braids about what this means...ati gangsta...*close your eyes n skip next* screeeeeeeeew you!!
I just wanna kill myself after listening to #my immortal.....hey hey..... hold up..I have moved on!Yes I have so don't think I wont give you a chance...Im crying coz am stupid n he got me again...even after I banned him from myself...
Do you get my drift?He didn't have to do shit (I curse too) n there I was giving him more than he had...he got me Adrian he did...again oh my oh my...just shoot me already.So now am cheap n easy, I disgust myself now...I dont know what to do Adrian n thats why I had to tell you this...dont want secrets between us.Pliz try not to judge me...aaargh *slaps forehead* now you going to judge me...its ok, just don't stop reading my chat...*dries tears*
Ok, lemmi go smoke then....oooh no..... this is not how I wanted you to find out...
Are you mad?
No...wait don't log out yet....
Wait...wait....Adriaaaaaaan......
S.N
Saturday 23 July 2011
DEAR ADRIAN…just read my letter, will you?
My Dearest Adrian,
I know you are wondering who I am…well I am also wondering who you are, most importantly why you ahve such a great effect on me like this that has led me to look for you all over the world using the most powerful tool…words…and technology.
Ok don’t freak out, I’m not a wizard. I have never met you, but I’m guessing your voice is deep and husky and you smell like midnight…secret and sinful!
Since everyone in the around me has been talking about you, I fell in love…in lust…in everything that’s why I’ll stop at nothing to get you.I will write to you every minute I get till you drop at my feet.
You will get to know me, somethings ,friends, family,acquaintances you may not like but that is what sacrifice is about.If our love has to work, we must accommodate each other’s faults…Oh snap I have no right to start making demands and you don’t even know my name..I’m sorry.
I love matoke do you? And fried liver I will cook for you when we have our Justin & Rebbeca (Brothers and sisters) dinner huh?
Ok I’m my life is so hard to understand because you are going to be the first person to know who exactly I am and maybe you will tell me who I am.
So have a lovely weekend..I’m going to see Ann* she is pregnant…oh Adrian I will write to you next and tell you how I met Ann and the impact she had on my life.Promise you will not cry…Mwaah Love you!
S.N
I know you are wondering who I am…well I am also wondering who you are, most importantly why you ahve such a great effect on me like this that has led me to look for you all over the world using the most powerful tool…words…and technology.
Ok don’t freak out, I’m not a wizard. I have never met you, but I’m guessing your voice is deep and husky and you smell like midnight…secret and sinful!
Since everyone in the around me has been talking about you, I fell in love…in lust…in everything that’s why I’ll stop at nothing to get you.I will write to you every minute I get till you drop at my feet.
You will get to know me, somethings ,friends, family,acquaintances you may not like but that is what sacrifice is about.If our love has to work, we must accommodate each other’s faults…Oh snap I have no right to start making demands and you don’t even know my name..I’m sorry.
I love matoke do you? And fried liver I will cook for you when we have our Justin & Rebbeca (Brothers and sisters) dinner huh?
Ok I’m my life is so hard to understand because you are going to be the first person to know who exactly I am and maybe you will tell me who I am.
So have a lovely weekend..I’m going to see Ann* she is pregnant…oh Adrian I will write to you next and tell you how I met Ann and the impact she had on my life.Promise you will not cry…Mwaah Love you!
S.N
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